Curiosity killed the cat

If fate is true then does it mean that no matter what I do I will end up in the same place?, that the moment I left the womb my life was decided and I have no say in what happens, If I am at the mercy of karma then who decides what is good and bad? if my life is resigned to following whatever white rabbit God has given me then are my choices really my own? Therefore can I be blamed for any of my actions, and why should I seek repentance when it was never me in control anyway, If I was built for a purpose why are some built to remove the good of their lives and remove children of mothers and fathers, If God sees and hears all then why do we have to wait to the afterlife for punishment, If you are stillborn which way do you go?,Destiny is only for the inspired.