I'm sorry I let you all down, i know I have stuff to sort out and I think my priorities may have finally been aligned in the right ways, you guys mean everything to me and although second chances are something I wouldn't advise I have faith that you guys are good enough people to maybe let me have that. If you do I promise to never let you down again, especially M & K, I have never deserved you guys and I have never said 'I love you" enough times to justify how much I really do. To you I never stopped loving you and although I'm a long way off Prince Charming I can only hope to scrape the barrel of what you deserve, I will work everyday for it. To my friends, you guys mean everything to me and I don't want to lose you, I forgot just how much you've done for me in the midst of all this and you guys are the only people in the world I've felt I'd forgive anything to be around, I hope you can feel the same about me. I took for granted that you'd always be there and I promise to get help to sort this whole thing out, this is my problem and although I'd love if you could help, I really don't know if I'd want to in your shoes. Today I am born again and from now I live my life to clean my soul. I don't want to end up lying on the floor by my portrait with narcissm rather than blood dripping from my wounds. I am sorry, I love you all.
Straight Edge For Summer.
'Call it a boy kicked out at the world, the world kicked back a lot fucking harder now.'
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