Save me from this nightmare? :)

I just want someone to save me from myself, I want ten seconds outside of my own head. Thinking is what fucks me up and I just need to get away from it all. Why am I so lonely?. The whole world is just looking for an excuse for someone to pity them, I'm no different. I don't know what I feel anymore I just know I wish I didn't feel at all. I've never been the guy who gets the girl but can someone just make me feel okay again. It's only seven letters but I wish I had the guts.